previous dreams that stuck with me, as i've written them in my abhorred notes app
many of my dreams are nightmares. very very strange. i've been forgetting to write them down.
from my notes: "dogs in tunell man in dog mask in tunnel guy getting eaten his leg mid calfu guy (keyboard smashing) guy. i was the guy in the tunnel, or at least experiencing the same dread that he was feeling. it was a very very small tunnel, with just enough room for him (me) to turn his neck behind himself to see a man in a dog mask. it wasn't some halloween costume cheap mask either it looked like it was made of human skin, like someone's idea of a dog but the dog itself was already rotting. from my notes: "it was so claustrophobic. think the descent but more disoriented, no idea of where you came from but you know that in front of you THERES this fucking ravenous doglike creature whos about is poking out and behind you are some scary noises". i wish so badly that i could record and rewatch things like this. i can see it perfectly in my head but its so hard to describe. "guy getting eating midcalf and then up to the entire stomach" he (i) was getting eaten alive and screaming for help but i was trapped in the earth
the most important part of this dream was the ending, where these three or two demonic little children broke into my house and sat on my piano bench which is across from where i slept. i woke up in a cold sweat to see i had forgotten to push in my piano bench. going through my notes: "She looked at the large chunk of plastic in her hand, and felt her gums as they were being cut up. She brought it to her mouth and spat out the remaining piece, the sharpest of all, and slipped the others into her sleeve (a trick she learned bc she used to shoplift, 1 used to do cocaine and heroin, 2 used to be a gifted student but now stands in the shadow of her infinitely more ambitious and paid attention to sister, one.)
She glances around the room and remembers her baby, and remembers her cutting, and her friends around a campfire (far away from it as to not directly attract attention to themselves) quieting their laughter, and to last night where she swore she saw YFW on her old piano bench. Gazing through her. Watching with evil eyes. He was one of the oldest (about 4th oldest I believe), and the strongest."
dreams from june 28 2022 onward